It’s very hard to watch what’s going on in the senate today and feel as though you or I have any say in this representational government of ours. It’s a kind of hopeless feeling I’ve never had before. Never before has it been so obvious, so blatant, so in-our-face that the majority opinion of citizens—with the power to vote—are so inconsequential to the choices our elected representatives make on matters of grave importance. Specifically, gun control.
I see so clearly now, that despite ALL the scientific evidence, despite all the support and agreement from gun owners and non gun owners, that money is the only source of power in our representational government. What’s worse, is you and I live with this illusion that the Internet has given us a bigger voice, made it easier to affect change. But if you think about it, that’s only true of companies you shop with. Internet outrage can stop the Gap from changing its logo, but that’s because you’re the one paying them all the money.
And the simultaneous news lines of this vote in the senate, sitting right next to the story of a man killed in his home despite knowing he was a target, and having weapons strategically placed through his home to defend against the murderer, feels like slap in the face to reasonable, logical thought.
It’s depressing in a way I’ve never felt before. In a way that doesn’t inspire me to take action. In a way that makes me think, it’s hopeless. And I can honestly say never before have I felt this way about my country.
I might feel better tomorrow. I need a cultural happy moment to counterbalance all the sad.